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no one is on my island

by Buzz Kompier

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1.
oh you 02:34
crashing down at the edge of Meigs do you think they can see us in your car? you're laughing as you pull me under again 'cause you know more than me about who we are oh you-- you always keep me guessing oh you-- please take me away oh you-- it's some tragic blessing oh you-- that I can't make you stay don't let Mothman steal my baby I only have this weekend and I need it my spooky girlfriend drives me in circles but it only makes sense-- I can see it (chorus) anticipation is so much better and when I finally make it, your breath seems wetter I found your human hands inching up my sweater Casey says, 'you know her?' I say, 'I've hardly met her!' (chorus two times)
2.
clutter 04:05
I don't know how to take it easy I'm so nice, but still my thoughts slip sleazy come up to my room and look around and on the graying carpet, you lay yourself down and tell me things you could rearrange though you know how I fear change still, I really want to let you in I'm becoming obsessed with living in sin it's nothing but clutter I'm trying to clean up but it's nothing but clutter I keep trying to prove myself you say I don't have to, but it's for my health and I'm hoping there's something that makes us stick it's strange I feel so good when I feel sick I want you to love, I want you to be free and I don't know why you spend your time on me you sit back down on the floor with a sigh and say you were tired of watching me pass by (chorus, then an instrumental part, then chorus several more times)
3.
I know you're scared and I am too this isn't what we wanted and no one knows who'll make it through I guess that's why I'm telling everything to you hello college girls I know we really don't know nothing and time is moving very slow and this time it's so uncertain it's all our ifs against the when all my hope is with you as short feelings die again and the crushing sludge within me makes me blue hello college girls, hello college girls hello college girls, hello
4.
you'll have to figure these ones out for yourself.
5.
when I saw you lying on your front lawn looking my way hair from a bottle, as is my solace, you're okay it took some time, but we shared a bottle of wine and stayed up all night and spoke of paradise thine I woke up with you on my arm, hair in mouth, sun in eyes I think you could teach me something about where love lies I'll sleep in your garden, light shining down, it's all alright your sister finds us, I'm sure it's quite a sight I believe that I could be good, I just have to try you take my hand, you understand, you can tell me why press yourself against me so our hearts can meet the wonders of a morning walk down the street I'll pray when I'm drunk if you will pray for me I don't need to be saved, it's just help I need and I belonged on my back under your skies of gray weather changing, books arranging, it will be a good day love is patient, love is kind-- I know yours and you know mine bodies mean so much if one only takes the time in your garden, in your garden.
6.
how many times will I try? how many times will you ask why? how many times will I say I don't know? can you even stand me? do you understand me? we all have many roads to follow we drive ourselves around you take me up and down you say you're bad with directions, well, I am too so that's something we share you laugh and tell me where and why do I feel this way around you? come on, let's keep this building come on, let's take this town come on, let's live together and keep each other from going down is this so messy? watching you undress, see? this is just the way of life we've found and perhaps we quarrel everyone less or more will but it's us against them and we're the underground (chorus) be my problem, be my best friend take some time and work out an end where's the money? where's the beer? you don't have to worry, 'cause I'm here (chorus) down, down, down
7.
help 02:03
could I ask for your advice? it's just that you seem nice and maybe you would understand we walked around your block I listened to you talk you watched me pretend to act a man we made it to the park conversations, hearts grew dark I pinned a flower in your hair it didn't help, it was so unfair I asked for stories sold lost amongst fear of getting old and I knew that you would help you were looking cute in your eye-green boots sand couldn't scuff the soul of your suit anxious, worthless sadness, I could tell it was time to say goodbye though I still didn't quite know why tell yourself what it's about I let you in; you led me out I knew you could help.
8.
hell on earth is here and it's come to stay it's getting very hard to make it through each day I'm so sick of gloom, I'm so bored with doom I find a friend, I find a girl, I bring her to my room bottle, bottle, I'm slipping away throttle and coddle-- it's been a bad day I keep thinking about our ends it's time to get out of here and go live with my friends home feels less and less and less like home each day and when I finally make it out, I don't have much to say I just quit my job, I threw it all away I had to take things into my own hands 'cause there's no one else here today (chorus) I never feel okay by myself these days I breathe when I get into your car will I be alright alone another night? I guess I'll have to; I've made it this far (chorus)
9.
purple label 02:46
I feel like Faron Young and I don't know what to do guess I'll have another drink, try to forget about you but that doesn't work, so I just sit here like a jerk thinking about how it felt to have my hands under your shirt put on a country record to blow off my steam it makes me feel worse, but that's just what I need I haven't written anything good in three months and it's hard to remember if I ever did once baby, you were easy to find you were just hard to keep I thought you could read my mind turns out I just needed sleep I feel like Faron Young, guess I'll end up like him have another Lemmy, go on out for a swim 'cause it's no good trying, Syd, that's a fact and I'm too tired to keep up the act (chorus)
10.
it's day four or was it day three? I can't forget the last time you talked to me I can't forget the last time I felt alive but when was it? is this day five? I can't seem to sleep these days I'm getting pulled too many ways by myself and I say that's fine as another night ends with another mug of wine I want to sleep in empty buildings they seem like they're everywhere and I want you to sleep there with me but they say we can't go there it's another day and I'm on a walk tripping over art of sidewalk chalk it's a heart and it's smeared with dust my hand goes to my pocket in a wave of lust the same hand's shaking as I give you a call I steady myself, scratch paint off the wall there's no answer, I knew there wouldn't be there are no lonesome forests for me I want to sleep in empty buildings they seem like they're everywhere and I want you to sleep there with me but you say we can't go there I want to sleep in empty buildings they seem like they're everywhere and I want you to sleep with me oh, if only you could care.

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written and recorded April 2020-March 2021.
hardly mastered at all, so play nice and loud.

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released July 23, 2021

Julia Kompier: handclaps on "oh you"
Izzy Ostrowski: backing vocals on "live like a ghost pt. 2"

all songs written by John Kompier except "live like a ghost pt. 2" by John Kompier/Izzy Ostrowski

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